You were passionate, and silly, and you always knew how to make me smile. There was something about you that made my eyes shine, that made me want you forever. The complicated simplicity of being with you, everyone was against it but we went together anyways. We were the same, the same person. The nights get worse, and the days get long without you. I can’t do it to myself though. I can’t let my guard down, and repeat what happened. It’s unfair, that bad things happen to good people, and that she gets what she wants, and I can’t. I wanted you back. I wanted to be yours, and I wanted you to be mine. I wanted the easy happiness that came with being around you. I want it back, I want to go back. Back to when everyday was our day, back when I meant what you mean to me, back to the complicated simplicity that we had together. I miss you being here, being here to talk when I need someone to listen. I miss your smile, I miss having plans, I miss having someone to think of when I’m down. I just dont think I can ever trust, again. Ever.